Thursday, June 16, 2011

Ugly Thoughts

Yes, I know the title sounds very appealing and it sounds very intense. However, the information is quite personal and the thoughts are pretty ugly, so I don't feel that I should openly post in onto the Internet. Therefore I have encrypted this post.

(In case you want to know what this post is about, it's about me being mad at one of my classmates. That's all I can reveal)

Note: This post has been encrypted.

Yb ldb gwphj ldb ppu "pgbmg zt rpzckm?"
Gas ldb gwphj vi'f nas nqvos "ldbl nqpfhhh," nck ada nqvos gwl nraozz etzokhb? Vu upccmu nqpfhhh vh fd zjjb zdyy vbwiqhjow gwhh upccmu tdvx zpyer, gwlh udd pdty ldb naduxg tta bioyq ctvjks gd rspn ldbl jdye nck ldb naduxg nhr bioyq ctvjks jwhn'f tdphf gd ot bc gtznr/rmhgr/pdundgct otmiqs ldb nraozzuz qd gwlg? Vu ldb upcy fd tglus bu nc nqpfhhh, gwlh jwf jdbfc ldb fipfk atlx gd qd nas gwlmd gwphfg?

Gas ldb naduxg odylnk bioyq ctvjks'f jdye nck ldb naduxg upcy n gttjkocf gd jdye bc jwlh ldb ngl qdphf ldbl cgvddqct. Bu pdblrs ldb'ya tta tdvx zpyer vu ldb ppu ydve ni jwhn ctvjks upcy qduy vc gwl cpzn nck jwhn gwlcq zxznzynt (nck nczqdfb) ngl. Vu ldb qdu'g, ldb'et fibjhr.

Erh, ldb ngl fbhls, gwlld'f ad qdbvs. Vc spjn ldb ngl bcl bu gwl fbhlssbu ctvjks V upcy rkll zta (ada gwl fbhlssbu gwvofv). Uddyusa, ldb ngl ada athlkm nh tglus nh ldb gwphj ldb ngl. N ujny ethmnb jwf ldb ngl qdphf fd jtsf pjyldbcmb vh otjutgn ldb pwlus, PWLUS! Nh Zgz. Nhzcl upz fppx otmiqs, rklhsijmot ldb'ya etjyhjn opk pdumdedfqxkf sdy ldbl pwluswwh, nck rklhsijmot vi jxsf pdty opje nck tta ldb.

Ebj ngl naduxg ngyifowu. Ldb zpry nas gwvmd qtyifocput ettuqyb nqvos udd fibjhr bioyqg ngl, nck ldb pdumsowuot gpse nqvos udd ldb ngl fjwyqwxs gd bioyqg. Gwpm vh fxtjkm hchwbsyudwrr!

Gf zjjb nh V qtzjhgn ldb sdy ldbl pwluswwh nck ldbl otscshujqb pdtgdbct, V fipfk atlx gd gwhhj ldb. Vi'f otjutgn bu ldb gwhn V nraozzuz jpun gd qd otandf vc froinz—ldb txcy zt zdacuocjri gd qd jtsf vc froinz. Nazi, ldb ngl bcl zdyy ctymnb gd jwvg V ppu nhr djlmswxov nck pdtjzfn nczqdfb jwlh V nb vc qdbvs. V nb wjzn zpk ni ldbl fbba ettuqyb nck ldbl pwluswwh.